i finally got what i deserved
an empty house
and a room full of all your things
nate told me that it wasn't that easy
and i know they're right
i have these nightmares that i pretend don't exist
where you blow me a kiss as you drive off a cliff
yeah "we were lovers and now we can't be friends"
i guess that so much more than fascination ends
Chris, watch me eat my words
cut them up bite sized
don't fucking touch me, i let it go once
but if you do it again i swear to god I'm gonna lose my shit,
its so much easier to hold this grudge than to forgive and forget and forget and to forgive again
oh my god, now i can't even sleep cause my dreams are worse than anything,
and i don't even know what that means,
everything in this house is a mess or a wreck
including me and i blame myself for all of it.
(i don't think that i can figure this out while your here)
(the bones havent set, its been over a year)
(so please let this go, my failed attempt to keep all the promises i haven't kept)
supported by 11 fans who also own “James & the Really Big Peach”
I don't know how many times I've purchased digital and hard copy versions this of this record but I will gladly do so many more times if and when I have to. Had the chance of opening for these guys a few years back when they were playing as Never Young, except I had no idea they were the dudes from Calc until mid-conversion with them. Great dudes and great fucking tunes. What's On Deck (?)